Micro-Macro A study
of small things on big paper 12th September
What can I say about today? In a
nutshell, small things can create big ideas.
I started the day running round the house trying to find
objects that would fit in a matchbox. It's something
that sounds easy, but when you stop and think, what can you fit in a matchbox
that you would want to draw?
After hunting around the
house, I stepped outside ready to walk to college. I looked down and saw
the very thing I needed. (It became the small object I'd draw all day.)
Now that
I think about it, this 'thing' probably come from the very animal that
sits
outside my window and wakes me every morning. This made me smile as I
remembered all the times I'd been woken up and said to myself, "That
bloody pigeon!" I would never have believed I'd have him to thank for
the subject
matter of today's and next week's artwork. As this pigeon sat there cooing
away at some unearthly hour, he'd actually been saying to me, "Yes Sarah,
you may yell and swear at me now, but one day you'll be standing at college with
my feather in hand, and drawing it. It will be an inspiration. You can thank me
then." It's funny how things work out; one minute something common you see
every day and not think about, can become the focus of an artwork. So yes,
thank you pigeon for your feather.
I held the feather in front of me. I had to draw 'big'.
It was something I'm not used to doing. I was a bit apprehensive at first, having
only ever done A4 drawings, but this is the task they've given me and I going
to do it!
As I looked closely at a feather, I noticed there are many
different parts; the soft fluffy base, the strong spine, and the tip made up of
lots of little soft spikes all held together. I picked up my charcoal and
started working. The first thing that came to mind was 'soft' and 'fluffy', so
I started with that, making use of the wall and the grainy texture under the
paper. This worked well and I finished two big drawings. The tutor came around
and pointed out how they were all 'soft', and I thought, that's what you think
of when you say 'feather', isn't it? They're something soft, fluffy and light. The
tutor then made this comment, "I wonder if a feather could be more then
just soft?" That got me thinking. I tried a harder line with no smudging.
It created a bolder image, but still soft. I then drew sharp shapes following
the feathers outline. I think it was an improvement and it didn't look 'soft'
anymore.


I carried on, trying out different ideas, occasionally getting
annoyed at being stuck. I then followed another direction or idea until the
same thing happened again. It was like following a trail of bread crumbs. One
drawing looked like the wings of a bug, another a row of spikes with line or
wire wrapped around them. I continued and it came down to a very small drawing
of the feather. It was all one black line, but branching out into lots of
swirls and shapes. This was something very different from the first drawing.


I started the day just thinking of a feather as 'soft and
fluffy'. I knew it was the same thing most people usually think when they hear
the word 'feather'. However, feathers represent much more than "soft".
Feathers enable birds to fly. They're delicate yet strong. Quills (feathers) are
related to the beginning of the written word. Words scratched onto a parchment
by a feather quill have even killed men! The feather as a symbol is much more
than just 'soft'.
Limiting a feather to just representing something 'soft' does not do the
feather justice. This simple object left by my pigeon friend has a deep history
and important associations. It is not 'just' a feather, it is a tool. With that
in mind, I set myself a task, to create something befitting the feather. What
shall I do, and how shall I do it? These questions I now ask myself are questions all artists ask. It is how an artwork starts.